GvSparx

Thinking a million times, Walking around railway lines.. Waiting won't be peaceful as much, It won't be fun as such.. Counting the sleeping pills, Looking through the bottle in pink.. Abdominal bleeding and vomiting blood, Don't want last minutes to be such..

My dear birthday, I am sorry for Not lighting up my home a little more, Not getting cake and candles to blow, Not wearing the your famous cap for long, Not finding people to sing your song, Not celebrating you the way other kids do, Making you feel desolate, I never meant to

O' heart I ain't mending you again, because the story is going to be the same.. Some characters replaced,  Some angles changed.. The moment your wounds would begin to heal, You'd begin to jump and squeal.. I would run behind you, You, behind someone else.. You would again build castles in the air, grow wings and fly beyond..