Sometimes you don't get even what you deserve as a Human! | Alone, Scarred, Alive, Poem
“What the hell is wrong with GvSparx today?”
Please read the list again for me.. ( “Stop kidding me”)..
Read them and try to revise what they mean, you’ll probably see some emoticons developing in your head or a face changing moods… If you read it really slowly , you might be recalling some moments of your life….
The reason why I put this string of words is to draw a relationship between emotions and people. Anyone can make us happy but anything cannot..
Emotions are related to humans, and life. Pleasure derived from inanimate objects is momentary. It is nothing more than an illusion. Worldly objects can sway you but cannot satisfy you. It’s the people around us who make us happy, sad, envy, euphoric, disappointed…please read the list again.
Life without them is a life devoid of emotions, a life devoid of life.
Being alone is the most testing phase of life. It is hard and tough and that is when a Man is carved out of a kid.
Loneliness is what one is subjected to, solitude is what one should endeavor to achieve.
A man realizes his true potential when he faces the torrent alone. Rather than cursing your loneliness, try to build on it !!!
For the time being let me take you deep into the caves of loneliness and underlying solace, solitude and peace...
I walk a lonely track,
The track unknown..
Leaving footprints on land,
The land unknown..
I neither look for a refuge,
Nor do I think of my goal..
Neither do I feel the hunger,
Nor the thirst in my throat..
Today, for none I spare a thought,
A question is all I’ve got..
Does God really exist,
Somewhere beyond the mist..
Then who is he?
Then where is he?
For me, does he even care?
For me, was he ever there?
Then why did he leave me?
In the wilds, without the roads,
Amidst the dark nights, without a torch..
Across the treacherous paths, not a hand to hold
A million questions, not an answer told..
Was in search of shade,
But only got scorch by his grace..
Was in a search of drip,
Not even a drop to drink..
He didn’t like me human; he carved out a warrior,
Brutal over self, devastator of each barrier..
Supposed to embrace desolation,
To smile in every ominous situation..
I announce his achievement,
I accept his testament..
I have become what he wanted,
Uncertain if the way I wanted..
Dead is the human,
Left is a demon..
Demon for self,
Dead for the rest..
Anjaane se raasto par tanha sa chal raha hu,
Is mehekti ret par apne nishaan chhod raha hu..
Na thhikane ki talaash hai na kisi manzil ki fikr hai,
Na bhookh hai na pyaas hai na kisi se milne ki aas hai..
Hai to bas dil me ek chaah hai,
Jaanne ki kya such me koi khuda hai?
Agar hai to woh kaun hai,kahan hai?
Kya use meri katra bhar bhi parvaah hai?
Agar haan to kyun chhod diya mujhe usne in viraano me,
In andheri raato me bina mashaalo ke..
In sankari rasto me bina sahaaro ke,
In saikdo sawaalo me bina jawaabo ke..
Tapti dhoop me jalne diya,
Jab mujhe chaao ki talaash thi,
Pyaasa tadapne diya,
Jab mujhe boond paani ki pyaas thi..
Kar diya akela,
Jab mujhe kisi apne ki aas thi,
Shayad use insan nhi sipaahi banana tha..
Jise duniya se hi nhi khud se bhi ladna sikhana tha,
Jise har mukhatib musibat ko gale lagaana tha..
Har kathhor vaar ko haskar sehte jaana tha..
Safal hua vo aaj ye ailaan kar rha hu,
Jaisa vo chahta tha waisa ban gaya hu,
Apne insan ko dafn kar,
Aaj mai apne pairo par khadaa hun..
Sometimes you don't get even what you deserve as a Human!