What do you want?

The title is as simple as you could imagine.
What do you want? ; A very simple question, with a very difficult answer.

If you are a girl asking this to a guy and he takes a gentle pause, "umm" and says something like "love"...
GO FOR HIM!!
I quoted that example for no reason but to illustrate no one likes to lie, one is made to lie.

Most of your problems are because of your indecision. You don't segregate your 'I wants' and 'I don't wants'. Priorities are not that well set. Over time you try to be-fool yourself trying to meet peer expectations and society standards. But that never actually happens. You comply with others' evaluations, but your views stay rock solid. And you end up making wrong decisions that cost you dearly.

It isn't Pacman !

Poor Father, Poor Son | Cremated Childhood, Poem

In the dim lighted shack,
Of straw, wood and rag..
Silence and silence prevailed,
Ever since nothing changed..

For the fathers and the forefathers,
Have never dreamt since they woke up...
Their sons and grandsons,
Are going to born choked up..

They will wish and see their wishes die,
Their broken hopes will make them cry..
They will cry till their eyes dry,
Gradually they’ll forget to dream and to try..